The Manifest Study

Day 10: From Pedicures to Private Yachts—Dreaming It Into Being

I woke up this morning with a full and grateful heart.
There’s something magical about starting the day with “thank you.”

“Thank you for another beautiful day in this body.
Thank you for my warm shower.
Thank you for my cozy robe.
Thank you for indoor plumbing.
Thank you for hot coffee.
Thank you for my dog.
Thank you for my makeup…”

I spent nearly 45 minutes this morning just saying thank you—to the Universe, to the Creator—for every single blessing in my life. Big and small. That simple practice set such a powerful, positive tone for my day.

It was 6 A.M., and my vibe was high. And that energy carried with me—into the classroom, into my interactions, into every moment.

This afternoon, I treated myself to a long-overdue pedicure. While there was drama on the TV at the salon, I tuned it out and turned inward. I focused on visualizing my future—the one that is already aligning with me now.

I relished the pampering, knowing it’s becoming part of my regular weekly rhythm. I imagined my days ahead… waking up early to take the kids to school, cooking a healthy breakfast, and enjoying long, peaceful walks through the neighborhood. I pictured coming home, getting ready slowly, and spending a few inspiring hours writing in my dream home office.

I saw myself behind the wheel of my white Escalade. I thanked the Universe for our prosperity, for the flow of abundance and ease. I imagined hosting friends on a private yacht around the BVI, then hopping on a jet to Jumby Bay after our next windfall. I felt joy. I felt alignment. I felt deeply connected to the Light.

And now, here I am—sitting on my back patio after cooking a healthy, homemade dinner, feeling the soft breeze on my skin. I feel grounded. I feel at peace. I feel excited for what’s ahead and fully certain that it’s already on its way to me.

Today’s gratitude and visualization practice flowed so naturally—it reminded me how powerful it is to simply live in the energy of what I want. I didn’t need a journal or a structured checklist; I just needed to be present, to notice, to feel. From my quiet morning thank-yous to the peaceful pedicure daydream, to this breezy evening moment on the patio—it all added up to one simple truth: I’m already aligned with the life I’m calling in. And it’s on its way to me now.

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#Gratitude #Manifestation #DreamLifeInProgress

Day 9: Healing My Tikkun — The Soul Work Behind Manifesting My Dream Life

Title: What Is Tikkun? And What My Soul Is Here to Heal

There’s a concept in spiritual teaching, particularly in Kabbalah, that has always stuck with me: Tikkun. It means “correction” or “repair.” But not in the way we fix a leaky faucet or a flat tire. Tikkun is deeper. It’s the soul-level work we’re here to do in this lifetime—the healing we came here to face, the patterns we’re meant to transform.

Your tikkun isn’t about punishment. It’s not karma as retribution. It’s your soul’s gentle (and sometimes not-so-gentle) invitation to grow. Often, it shows up through the hardest things: the relationships that break us open, the pain we try to bury, the parts of ourselves we avoid.

For me, my tikkun has always lived in relationships.

My story starts with betrayal. When I was in middle school, my dad cheated on my mom. That shaped me. The way I viewed love, trust, connection—it all started to shift. I learned early that love could be dangerous. That it could hurt. That people leave.

Then, in college, it happened again. Another betrayal. My boyfriend at the time cheated, and the part of me that still believed in stability shattered a little more. After that, I spent years making reckless choices—not because I didn’t care, but because I didn’t know how else to protect myself. I built walls. I started sabotaging things before they could sabotage me.

And this summer, those walls were tested in the biggest way.

My husband and I nearly got divorced. Old wounds resurfaced. He wanted to talk about things that happened over 15 years ago, but I shut down. I didn’t want to revisit the past. I didn’t see the point. But for him, the past was still alive. And I realized I was doing what I’d always done—disappearing when things got too real. Shutting down when emotions felt too big.

This is my tikkun.

My soul’s work is to stop running. To believe that I can be open and still be safe. That vulnerability isn’t weakness—it’s the doorway to real love. That being seen—truly seen—isn’t something to fear, but something to allow.

And through all this reflection, a letter came through. From my soul, to me. A reminder of what I came here to heal:

My Dearest,

You’ve carried so much.
Silently. Strongly. For so long.

You learned early that love could break things. That people leave. That words can hurt more than silence, so you stopped speaking. You built walls—beautiful, sturdy walls—to keep you safe. And they worked. Until they didn’t.

This summer, when the past came rushing back like a storm you didn’t ask for, you shut down—not because you didn’t care, but because the pain was too loud, too old, too layered to make sense of all at once. You didn’t want to relive it. You wanted to move on. But life, in its wisdom, asked you not to run this time. It asked you to feel.

And you’re still here. Still standing. Still learning.

This is your tikkun.
Your soul’s work in this life.
To unlearn the belief that love means disappearing.
To understand that being vulnerable does not make you weak—it makes you whole.

You are not that young girl watching everything fall apart.
You are not the woman who must carry shame for her past.
You are not too broken to be loved.

You are healing in real time.
You are choosing presence over protection.
You are learning that you don’t have to shut down to be safe. You don’t have to hold your breath in relationships anymore.

There is still softness in you.
Still warmth. Still hope.
And that is your power.

You don’t have to fix it all at once.
You don’t even have to understand it all.
You just have to keep showing up—for yourself, for your truth, and for the love that’s still unfolding.

I’m so proud of you.
You are worthy. You are loved. You are safe.

Love always,
Your Soul

Tikkun is personal. It won’t look the same for you as it does for me. But if you notice yourself bumping into the same emotional patterns, the same pain, the same fears, again and again—that might be your soul calling you inward. Not to suffer, but to rise.

And this is the part I’m holding close: my tikkun isn’t just about healing the past. It’s the exact doorway into everything I’ve been trying to manifest.

If I want to call in a life filled with peace, love, connection, and abundance—I have to become the version of me who believes she’s worthy of it. Who trusts herself enough to receive it. Who doesn’t sabotage it when it finally arrives.

So I’m doing the work. One layer at a time. One breath at a time. One brave conversation at a time.

This is how I call in my dream life—not by bypassing the pain, but by moving through it with grace. By letting it teach me. By choosing love again and again, especially when fear begs me to shut down.

Maybe this is your time to heal, too. And maybe, just maybe, your tikkun is the key to everything you’ve been waiting for.

#Gratitude #Manifestation #DreamLifeInProgress

Day 8: A St. John State of Mind

Tonight, I’m doing a visualization activity—journaling as if it’s the end of our first full day on St. John during next year’s spring break. I want to capture the peace, the joy, and all the beautiful little details that made it unforgettable.

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Today was everything I imagined and more—our first full day showing the kids around our favorite place on Earth: St. John.

We woke up to the gentle rumble of a morning thunderstorm and a burst of heavy rain, but instead of rushing out of bed, I let the soft sound lull me back to sleep. By the time I opened my eyes again, sunlight was streaming through the blinds in our three-bedroom condo at Grande Bay Resort.

B and I brewed some coffee and enjoyed it together out on the patio, overlooking Cruz Bay while the kids relaxed inside. The storm had already passed, and the morning sun had dried up nearly every trace of it. The day felt new—fresh and full of promise.

Once we were ready, we walked into town for breakfast and stopped at a cozy little bistro in Mongoose Junction. We sat outside, devoured breakfast tacos and flaky pastries, and chatted excitedly about our plans for the day.

Later, we caught one of the open-air taxis to the north shore beaches and spent the morning at Trunk Bay—the very beach where B and I got married. The water was that unreal shade of turquoise, and the sand felt like powdered sugar beneath our feet. The boys and E snorkeled with their dad, while I played in the shallows with the little girls, building sandcastles and splashing around.

We tossed a football, played frisbee, floated lazily on rafts, and soaked up the sun until everyone was hungry. We grabbed lunch from the Trunk Bay grill, and B and I shared a round of Painkillers, toasting to this life we’ve built.

After a few more hours of beach bliss, we headed back to the condo to rinse off, nap, and unwind before happy hour. Around five, we strolled down to The Beach Bar for appetizers and cocktails. The kids played barefoot in the sand while B and I listened to live music and soaked in the warm, golden hour glow. The energy was light and vibrant—just classic island magic.

For dinner, we returned to the restaurant at Mongoose Junction where we celebrated our wedding night all those years ago. We even sat in the same section of the restaurant. It felt surreal—like a beautiful full-circle moment. We ordered dessert for the whole table and champagne for us, toasting to memories, milestones, and everything ahead.

The walk back to the condo was slow and sweet. The sky was lit with stars, and a nearly full moon cast a soft light over everything. The kids surprised us by saying thank you for bringing them here. They told us they get it now—why this island holds such a special place in our hearts. They already want to come back next year.

Tomorrow we’ll be renting jeeps to explore the island’s east side, and later this week we’re planning a day trip to Jost Van Dyke. I already know it’s going to be another unforgettable day.

I manifested this trip, our financial freedom, and the life of my dreams through committed, daily practice. I focused on gratitude. I chose certainty. I studied the Law of Attraction and the teachings of Kabbalah. I believed it was already mine. And now, it is.

Thank you, Universe. Thank you, Creator.

I can’t wait to see what’s next.

#Gratitude #Manifestation #DreamLifeInProgress

Day 7: From Pity Party to Power Shift — Choosing Gratitude in the Hard Moments

Ugh. I’ve been in a mood today. Bloated, tired, off-center—and, if I’m being totally honest, struggling to shake it. I woke up feeling full (not in the good, grateful way), and everything just felt heavier than usual. The last 24 hours have been tough.

My husband and I had an amazing date night—great food, good vibes, real connection—but as soon as we walked in the door, the energy shifted. We were hit with drama and disappointment. My second child, who just turned ten, had a meltdown that felt like a time machine back to some of our hardest parenting years.

He’s always been intense. From the moment he was born, it was clear he’d be a challenge in ways I couldn’t have prepared for. I remember the lactation consultant looking at me with confusion as he wailed and refused to latch. “This has nothing to do with you,” she assured me—and I believed her, but the difficulties never really let up.

For years, we kept saying, When he can crawl, he’ll be happy. When he walks. When he talks. But each milestone passed, and his frustration grew. Eventually, we got answers: ADHD, anxiety, and ODD. With the right medication—Prozac, which I also take—we found some peace. But last night, all of that progress seemed to unravel.

We asked the boys to put their iPads away, and the next two hours were chaos. He was hitting, screaming, destroying things, threatening us, threatening his brother. It was heartbreaking. Eventually, the storm passed. He came back to himself and apologized profusely. And while I was proud of myself for staying calm—thank you, Kabbalah and spiritual growth—it still left me shaken.

This morning, getting dressed for his baseball game, nothing in my closet fit. I know hormones are playing a role, but it still hit me hard. The extra five pounds. The frustration. The feeling of defeat.

Honestly? I was having a full-blown pity party.

So… what now?

I’m choosing to shift. I’m choosing to acknowledge the hard stuff and reach for gratitude. I’m choosing to believe that just because today felt heavy doesn’t mean tomorrow won’t be lighter.

Oh—and a little glimmer of hope came through today: I got a random $25 refund from a walk-in clinic we visited ages ago. Thank you, Universe. That unexpected blessing reminded me that abundance is always trying to find its way to me.

✨ Money is abundant. It flows to me freely. I am open to receiving. ✨

Gratitude Practice

Thank you for my family.
Thank you for my dog.
Thank you for youth sports.
Thank you for work friends.
Thank you for washing machines.
Thank you for cable TV and cozy nights in.
Thank you for the weekend.
Thank you for my car.
Thank you for queso (yes, really).
Thank you for my husband and his steady support.

Manifestation Practice

✨ I am so happy and grateful now that I’m at my ideal weight and feel strong and confident in my skin.
✨ I am so happy and grateful now that we live in our dream home—beautiful, peaceful, and full of love.
✨ I am so happy and grateful now that money flows freely and consistently to our family.
✨ I am so happy and grateful now that I drive my dream car—a white Escalade that brings me joy every day.
✨ I am so happy and grateful now that we travel often, making memories in beautiful places around the world.
✨ I am so happy and grateful now that I work from home, doing what I love and creating a life of balance and fulfillment.

Even when the energy feels off, I know I can choose to realign. My power lies in how I respond—and today, I choose to lean into gratitude, trust the process, and believe in the beauty that’s unfolding. ✨

#Gratitude #Manifestation #DreamLifeInProgress

Day 6: Spit Happens—But So Does Gratitude

Pause. What a Pleasure. Thank You.

This simple little phrase turned my entire day around.

I was on cafeteria duty during lunch today—which, as a kindergarten teacher, basically means crowd control, package-opening services, and fruit-peeling on demand. It’s chaotic, loud, and overstimulating… especially for those not fluent in tuning out noise. Luckily, with five kids of my own and over a decade of classroom experience, I’ve earned my noise-canceling badge of honor.

When Chaos Strikes

In the middle of the usual cafeteria madness, one of my students—who had already been pushing boundaries all day—spit in another student’s face.

Yep. That happened.

When I confronted him, he escalated instantly… and so did my blood pressure. But here’s the thing—I’ve been listening to a podcast that shares grounding practices, and in that moment, one phrase came to mind. I reached for it like a life raft.

Pause. What a pleasure. Thank you.

I whispered it to myself.

And then I repeated it.

Thank you for this job.
Thank you for these amazing children I get to work with each day.
Thank you for the opportunity to positively influence this little boy—even on his worst day.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.

The Power of a Simple Shift

That one moment pulled me back into gratitude. Instead of spiraling into “Ugh, I’m so done with this. I hate my job. This kid is on my last nerve,” I felt… thankful.

I felt thankful for the kid who needed me most in that moment.
Thankful for the tiny raised hands asking for help.
Thankful for my former students—now big, confident first graders—who ran over to give me hugs as they walked in for lunch.

Gratitude for the noise.
Gratitude for the chaos.
Gratitude for the joy.

Because that’s what it’s really about, right? Feeling good in the now. And feeling good in the now is what’s going to fast-track all my manifestations to me.

Ten More Things I’m Grateful For Today

Sometimes I like to take my gratitude a step further. So here are ten more things I’m appreciating today:

1. My Community

I live in the same neighborhood where I teach, and today was Career Day. So many parents and community members came out—even in the drizzle—to share their time and talents with our kids.

2. It’s Friday

Need I say more?

3. Date Night

My husband and I have started going out on Friday nights while our oldest son “babysits” the others. We hit a nearby restaurant, grab a drink, and actually finish full sentences. It’s amazing.

4. Coffee

Two cups a day. Non-negotiable. I love it deeply.

5. Good T.V.

This week I binged A Body in the Snow: The Trial of Karen Read and OMG… I COULD. NOT. STOP. Watching.

6. My Admin Team

Supportive, positive, and truly invested in our school. Good leadership makes all the difference.

7. My Next-Door Neighbor

Also my lifelong BFF. She orders family meals from a local business and always shares her leftovers with me. It’s basically magic.

8. Pizza Fridays at School

Pizza means I don’t have to pack lunch for most of my kids. Automatic win.

9. The Ocean

It’s my happy place. Even just picturing it puts me in a better mood.

10. DoorDash

Overslept today, forgot to pack lunch—blessed be the DoorDash gods. I ordered a veggie burger from P. Terry’s (I’ve been a vegetarian for years) and it hit the spot.

Manifestation Time ✨

Gratitude raises my vibration—and once I’m there, I love to play in the energy of my dream life. So here’s what I’m calling in:

I am so happy and grateful now that I am a full-time writer. I create books, blog posts, and content I love. I’ve written bestsellers, I’m on the NYT list, and one of my YA novels is being adapted for Netflix!
I am so happy and grateful now that my husband has his dream career. He’s challenged, fulfilled, and makes a tremendous income doing what he loves.
I am so happy and grateful now that we live in our dream home on the lake. We boat almost daily, the kids ski and wakeboard, and our weekends are filled with sunshine, laughter, and lakeside snacks.
I am so happy and grateful now that we have season tickets to UT football. We sit in a suite and host friends and family for nearly every home game.
I am so happy and grateful now that we travel monthly. Whether it’s a quick getaway or a long summer vacation, we love exploring new places and sharing those experiences with the people we love most.

Pause. What a pleasure. Thank you.

If today felt a little chaotic or heavy for you, I hope this post reminds you that gratitude is always just a pause away.

lake austin house — My future house on the lake.

#Gratitude #Manifestation #DreamLifeInProgress

Day 5: Mindful Words, Magical Outcomes

Today was a good day.
I wasn’t vibing quite as high as yesterday, but I still felt grounded and calm—radiating a quiet kind of happiness.

Yesterday afternoon, I went on the most beautiful walk. The weather was perfect, I had tons of energy, and I was listening to a podcast by David Ghiyam. The message? Negativity.

🕊 “When we speak negatively, we draw negativity. When we speak with love and light, we draw miracles.” — Rav Berg, Kabbalah Centre

David challenged listeners to speak kindly, resist gossip, and shift into loving consciousness. Whether or not you study Kabbalah, what a powerful way to live.

I’ll be honest—I’ve definitely been drawn into the teacher gossip at school. I’ve said things I regretted or talked about people behind their backs. It never feels good afterward. That old quote—“Loose lips sink ships”—always rings in my ears. (Pretty sure my mom used to say that growing up.)

So today, I set an intention:
✨ No gossip.
✨ No criticism.
✨ No negative talk—about myself or others.

And let me tell you, within 30 minutes of waking up, I caught myself twice about to complain about something trivial. I stopped, took a breath, and reframed my complaint into a statement of gratitude. Then I put two small Sharpie dots on my hand—one for each negative impulse. My plan was to add a dot anytime I spoke with negativity.

The best part? I didn’t add any more dots the rest of the day.

Thoughts, of course, are a little trickier to manage. But I really tried to stay aware—to seek out joy, to reframe, to stay in the light. And it worked. I felt clear. Peaceful. On track.

Kabbalah teaches that certainty and positive consciousness are the keys to unlocking miracles. When we dwell in doubt or negativity, it’s like telling the universe, “I don’t believe anything good is coming.”
And the universe always responds to what you project.

After school today, I skipped my usual walk. A gentle rain moved in—so instead, I took a warm bath (total luxury) and read Ask and It Is Given, one of my favorite books on the Law of Attraction.

No matter how many times I read it, I always walk away with something new. Tonight, it was a section called “A Consistent Formula Gives You Consistent Results.”

“Like learning the basics of mathematics and then understanding the results of their applications, you will now have a formula for understanding your world that will always be consistent… so consistent that you will be able to predict your future experiences with absolute accuracy, and understand your past with a knowing that was previously unavailable to you.”

Yes. That’s what this blog is about.
Consistency.
Discipline.
Light.
Gratitude.
Belief.

I will be consistent.
And I will watch the miracles unfold.

Today I am grateful for:

🌧️ The rainy weather that gave me a reason to slow down and rest.
🛁 A peaceful, uninterrupted bath and the time to reflect.
📚 Books that speak directly to my soul, no matter how many times I read them.
🧠 Awareness of my thoughts and the ability to gently redirect them.
🖊️ This blog, which keeps me anchored and intentional.
🎧 Podcasts that help me grow and reconnect to the light.
🤍 My kind, helpful husband.
👩‍🏫 A career that challenges me to be more patient, more present, and more compassionate.
👧🏻 My children—their joy, chaos, curiosity, and love.
✨ The opportunity to create the life I dream of, one aligned thought at a time.

Manifestation Practice:

💫 I am so happy and grateful now that I consistently speak with love, patience, and light. My words uplift, heal, and inspire those around me.

💫 I am so happy and grateful now that I live free of negativity and doubt. I trust that the universe is always working in my favor.

💫 I am so happy and grateful now that my writing reaches and resonates with thousands of people. My work is purposeful and abundant.

💫 I am so happy and grateful now that my husband is thriving in a job he loves—flexible, fulfilling, and aligned with his gifts.

💫 I am so happy and grateful now that our children are thriving. They are happy, emotionally strong, and deeply connected to themselves and to us.

💫 I am so happy and grateful now that our family travels often and effortlessly, creating memories that last a lifetime.

💫 I am so happy and grateful now that we live in our dream home—full of warmth, light, and everything we ever hoped for.

💫 I am so happy and grateful now that miracles show up for us every day, in both big and quiet ways.

As I wrap up today’s reflection, I’m holding deep gratitude for the small wins, the awareness of my thoughts, and the continued commitment to this journey. I know that each intentional step I take is bringing me closer to the life I’ve envisioned.

🌟 Mini Mantra:
“I am aligned, I am certain, and I am ready to receive.”

Here’s to showing up, staying consistent, and watching the miracles unfold. ✨

#Gratitude #Manifestation #DreamLifeInProgress

Day 4: Five Minutes, Big Magic

Y’all—I’m having the BEST day. Like, next-level, high-vibe, totally-connected-to-the-light-of-the-Creator kind of day. And honestly? It feels so good.

I can’t quite pinpoint what makes today different from yesterday. Maybe it’s the fact that my toddler didn’t wake me up as many times last night (bless!). But it’s more than that—I just feel calm. At peace. Happy. Certain. And somehow, this state of flow has managed to carry me through a full day of teaching, redirecting, and loving a class of 17 kindergartners. That alone is a miracle, if you ask me.

This morning, I decided to play 528HZ frequencies as ambient music in my classroom. Game changer. I swear it chills me out, and I’m hoping it does the same for my students. I notice I’m way less reactive when it’s playing—like my nervous system has taken a deep breath and finally exhaled. I feel more present, more patient, more aligned. It’s magic, plain and simple.

And then came a moment of unexpected stillness.

While heating up my lunch in the teacher lounge, I found myself with five whole minutes of stillness. No phone. No emails. No to-do list tugging at me. Just me and the microwave countdown. And instead of reaching for something to fill the space, I chose something different: visualization.

The chair I was sitting in reminded me of an airport terminal seat, and just like that—I closed my eyes and imagined that’s exactly where I was.

In my vision, it was spring break, and my family and I were at the airport, about to board a plane to St. John. My boys were glued to their devices (classic), the girls were stocking up on candy, and I was joyfully watching it all unfold. I imagined sipping a mimosa with my husband, boarding our first-class seats, and hearing steel drums welcome us upon arrival in St. Thomas.

I followed the daydream all the way onto the ferry bound for St. John—my heart bursting with joy as I pictured my kids squealing on the top deck, wind in their hair, eyes wide with excitement. I imagined arriving on the island where my husband and I made so many beautiful memories—dating, getting engaged, and eventually married there. And waiting for us? Two Jeeps to take us to our dream house for the week.

Just as I stepped into the front seat of one of those Jeeps—ding!—my lunch was ready, and I was snapped back into reality.

But the beautiful part? My reality is also something I’m deeply grateful for. And I know—truly know—that in order to receive the desires of my heart, I must be okay without them. I must be certain that what I seek is already mine. That the universe is always listening. That everything I want is in motion.

So I enjoy what is. I show up with joy. I do my best to connect my soul to Source. And I work to embody the same love and light that the Creator is made of.

Because magic isn’t just in the big moments—it’s in microwave countdowns and five-minute daydreams, too. ✨

Today I am grateful for:

☁️ The cloud cover and cooler temps—perfect weather for my afternoon walk.

💫 My husband’s shared interest in manifesting and Kabbalah. It’s so meaningful to grow together spiritually.

📚 My job. Teaching truly matters. Some of these kids will remember me—and the life lessons I’ve shared—for years to come.

👨‍👩‍👧‍👦 My parents. Their support has shaped so much of who I am.

💇‍♀️ My fresh haircut and highlights. When my hair looks good, I feel good—and that confidence carries into everything I do.

🛒 The grocery store just around the corner. It makes last-minute dinner plans a whole lot easier.

🌐 The internet. (Let’s be honest—it keeps life running.)

📖 Books. I love to read, and the insights I’ve gained—especially about the Law of Attraction—have been life-changing.

💪 A healthy body that lets me teach, parent, walk, clean, and do all the little things that add up to a full life.

👦👦👧👧👧 My children. Each of their personalities is such a gift. They bring me endless joy… even when they make me want to pull my hair out. 😉

Manifestation Practice:

✨ I am so happy and grateful now that my husband has found a job he truly loves. The hours are flexible, the work is fulfilling, and he’s thriving and growing within the company every day.

✨ I am so happy and grateful now that all of my children are thriving. They are joyful, kind, easygoing, helpful, and respectful—and I am incredibly proud to be their mom.

✨ I am so happy and grateful now that we are living in our dream home on the lake. It’s peaceful, beautiful, and filled with love, laughter, and unforgettable memories.

✨ I am so happy and grateful now that we have complete financial freedom, with millions of dollars in the bank and abundance continuing to flow to us with ease.

✨ I am so happy and grateful now that we travel the world together—exploring breathtaking places, embracing new cultures, and creating lifelong memories as a family.

✨ I am so happy and grateful now that I drive my dream car—a white Escalade that fits our family perfectly and feels like a luxury every time I get behind the wheel.

✨ I am so happy and grateful now that I work from home, doing what I love most—writing. My words inspire others, and my career brings both creative fulfillment and financial freedom.

Each day, I’m becoming more aligned with the life I’ve envisioned—because I know the more joy, gratitude, and certainty I carry in my heart, the closer it all comes. And honestly? It already feels like mine. ✨

#Gratitude #Manifestation #DreamLifeInProgress

Day 4: Showing Up, Even When It’s Hard

Today was… okay. It was my first official day back at school with students after spring break, and while I tried to stay positive, the energy wasn’t quite as high as it had been over the break. Still, I think I did a pretty good job of holding it together. The day was actually pretty smooth—it just felt like a big shift from the freedom of a week without alarms and to-do lists.

Teaching kindergarten is such a unique calling. It’s incredibly rewarding—but it’s also deeply exhausting. Yes, I’m teaching five- and six-year-olds how to read, write, and understand math. But more importantly, I’m teaching them how to be kind, empathetic humans. That kind of work is emotional and endless—and it absolutely takes a toll.

After work, I went on a walk and listened to my favorite podcast again. For whatever reason, I was dragging today. I could feel it in my body, and I think my level of consciousness reflected it, too.

But here’s the thing: Even on a mid-vibe day, I’m still showing up. I’m still writing. Still dreaming. Still plugging into this vision I believe in so fully. That’s the work. Not just when it’s easy—but when it’s hard.

Today I am grateful for:

Really good ranch dressing
Walks with my husband
Good music
Students who tell me they love me
Supportive student parents
Reading to my son before bed
My personal children’s teachers
Great neighbors
My college education
My parents

Manifestation Practice:

✨ I am so happy and grateful now that I write full time from home. I’ve published multiple books and built a career that is both wildly successful and deeply fulfilling.

✨ I am so happy and grateful now that we live in our dream home. It’s exactly as we envisioned—expansive, immaculate, warm, and welcoming. It’s our favorite place on earth.

✨ I am so happy and grateful now that money flows freely to us. We can do what we want, go where we want, give generously, and live joyfully. Our lives are abundant beyond measure.

✨ I am so happy and grateful now that we travel the world together. We’ve explored countless countries as a family, always in comfort and luxury. Whether it’s first class or private, five-star resorts or charming villas, travel is our favorite shared adventure—and we do it often.

Last night, as I tried to fall asleep, I felt a wave of anxiety creep in. But then I remembered something from the podcast: Anxiety is simply uncertainty about the future. The more certain I am that everything is unfolding as it should, the faster it will arrive.

So I chose to let go. I reminded myself: All is well. All will be well. What I’ve asked for is on its way—in perfect timing.

And that’s what I’m learning—manifestation isn’t about perfection. It’s about persistence. It’s about holding the vision, even on the messy, tired, not-so-magical days. It’s about believing in the beauty of what’s coming, while showing up for what is.

Each time I write these words, I’m reminding myself: I am co-creating something beautiful. One aligned step at a time. ✨

#Gratitude #Manifestation #DreamLifeInProgress

Day 3: Living the Vision Before It Arrives

I’d love to write first thing in the morning, but I’m already up by 5:30 (5:40 at the absolute latest!!!) to get myself and my five kids ready for school. This year—for the first time—we all go to the same school, which is SO freaking awesome. But… we also have to be there by 7:00 AM. 😳

Honestly, I’m impressed we make it most days. Huge shoutout to my husband—he handles the early wake-ups, breakfast chaos, hair crises, and kid-wrangling like a champ. I couldn’t do it without him!

Tonight’s reflection comes as I wind down for bed. Morning writing would be ideal, but there’s something peaceful about nighttime journaling—it’s quiet, reflective, and the perfect way to release the day and reset for tomorrow.

Spring break is officially over, but today was surprisingly wonderful. Teachers had PD while the kids had an extra day off, which probably helped. And I got the rare gift of a two-hour lunch (!), which I spent walking outside and listening to a podcast about Kabbalah. ✨

A few powerful takeaways I scribbled down:

Anything is possible—and the Creator wants to give it all to me.
My desire + my certainty = miracles.
I’ll receive what I want when I no longer need it to be happy.
Anxiety means I don’t trust the future.
Pause. What a pleasure. Thank you.

(That last one would’ve come in handy when my 3-year-old went full wild banshee mode at the grocery store. Thankfully, my older kids helped detain her until I caught up. 😅)

During my walk, FIVE white Escalades passed me. Coincidence? I don’t think so. That’s the exact car I’m manifesting. Each one gave me a spark of excitement—I imagined it was mine and felt what it would be like to drive it. Later, I passed a gorgeous ski boat and did the same. The universe is definitely nudging me: “It’s on the way.”

🌿 Gratitude List Today:

A later start to my workday
A two-hour lunch
A healthy, home-cooked dinner
Self-discipline
Health
Creativity
My husband’s helpful nature
Organic wine 😉
My job
Wearing comfy clothes for PD day!

📝 Manifestation Practice:

✨ I am so happy and grateful now that next year is my final year of teaching—and I’ll be able to write full time from home. My career is thriving, and I support my family doing what I love.

✨ I am so happy and grateful now that we live in our dream home—spacious, warm, and full of joy.

✨ I am so happy and grateful now that we travel the world often, making unforgettable memories.

✨ I am so happy and grateful now that money flows to us easily and abundantly—we have more than enough.

✨ I am so lucky. Good things always happen to me.

I’m planning to explore meditation and a positive self-talk app to deepen this mindset shift. Oh—and I started entering sweepstakes again. Trips and cash are coming my way. 😉

I trust the timing of my life. I’m grounded in gratitude, clear in my vision, and wide open to the abundance headed my way.

✨ Bring it on, Universe. I’m ready. 💫

#Gratitude #Manifestation #DreamLifeInProgress

Day 2: Quick but Meaningful

Today is a little bit quicker than yesterday. It’s been a busy Sunday filled with errands and sports practices and games for my boys. Now that it’s almost 8:00 at night, I don’t feel particularly compelled to sit and write for an hour—but I’m reminding myself that that’s okay. Even if it’s short, it still counts.

One thing I am proud of today: I started my morning with gratitude and made a conscious effort to carry that mindset with me throughout the day. So, without further ado, here are ten things I’m grateful for today:

My husband
My kids’ friends and their families
Soccer
Curbside grocery pickup
Our family walk
Seeing my students while out and about in the neighborhood
A home-cooked meal
A warm shower
Good TV
Community

And now, moving on to manifesting my future desires…

I am so happy and grateful now that I am a full-time writer.
I am so happy and grateful now that we live in our dream house on the lake.
I am so happy and grateful now that my husband has his dream career.
I am so happy and grateful now that we travel whenever and wherever we’d like.
I am so happy and grateful now that money is abundant. We have millions and millions of dollars in the bank. We can be, do, and have whatever we want.

Earlier today, while driving to my son’s soccer game, a song came on that sparked a quick visualization. As I listened, I closed my eyes and pictured our family out on the lake in our ski boat. I saw my son wakeboarding, the song blaring from the boat speakers as we all cheered him on. My husband was driving, hat backward, smiling. The other kids were chanting my son’s name to the rhythm of the music. The air smelled like sunscreen. It was such a joyful, vivid scene—and I can’t wait to watch it manifest for our family.

Last night and today, I read a little more from my book. It’s… meh. But I did take away one simple idea I really liked: Try to be a little bit better every day than you were the day before. That’s what I focused on today.

Spring break is officially over, and I head back to school tomorrow. My patience and sanity will be tested, I’m sure. But I’m determined to stay positive, to believe everything is unfolding exactly as it should. My manifestations are on their way. I will live in joy now. I will live in joy then. I can—and will—be happy with or without them. But I can’t wait to watch them come to life.

#Gratitude #Manifestation #DreamLifeInProgress