12/9/20

This is what I’m feeling today. I am currently rereading my absolute favorite book, Ask and It is Given:Learning to Manifest Your Desires by Esther and Jerry Hicks, and what I am working on today is to remember that I am here to joyously create. And it is easy if I can remain focused.

I stuck a post-it note on my work computer this morning with my number one focus phrase: Money is abundant. I want to think that all day long. Controlling your thoughts is not easy. It takes work and conscious effort. When I am working on controlling my thoughts and emotions, allowing my mind to wander actually feels like a break, almost like allowing myself to walk when I am out for a run. There are so many distractions all day long, but I am determined to remain as focused as possible on remaining positive and thinking as if I already have what it is that I desire.

Every day I write a list of what I desire that day. I read and reread the list several times throughout the course of the day. Most of the time it remains the same, but occasionally an item or two differ from the day before. Here is my list for today:

  1. Money is abundant.
  2. Wealth is abundant.
  3. We live in our dream house.
  4. We travel to St. John this year.
  5. I work from home and have a very successful business.
  6. I can be, do, or have anything I desire.
My family will always travel first class or private jet to all of the luxury hotels and exotic destinations we visit around the world. We can go anywhere we desire at any moment we desire.

I am going to start journaling today, too. I enjoy writing journal entries from the perspective of having my desires. It is so enjoyable to use my imagination and write what I am doing and feeling when all of my desires exist. I have done this before and found it enormously helpful in channeling joy and aligning my thoughts/emotions to those I will have when I receive what I am asking for from the universe. I will post my journal entry later today.

In the meantime, I will be thinking thoughts of prosperity, practicing gratitude, and reframing any negative emotions I have into positivity.

Money is abundant.

I am here to joyously create.

Be the most positive and enthusiastic person you know.

✌️

1/22/20

  1. Money is abundant.
  2. We have millions of dollars in the bank.
  3. We live in our dream house on Lake Austin. We have a resort style pool in our giant backyard. Behind the pool is a large grassy area that leads down to our boat slip/ski boat. We spend the weekend on the lake with the kids. They love to tube and stop to eat lunch at Ski Shores and Hula Hut.
  4. We have a house on St. John. Kenny Chesney is our neighbor and we know him well!
  5. We travel frequently. We always fly first class and travel to the most luxurious resorts in the world. We spend most of our summer at Jumby Bay.
  6. We have a personal chef and personal trainer.
  7. I have a personal stylist. My closet looks like a JCrew catalog. I always look put together.
  8. My kids go to the best private school in town. They also attend my childhood camp during the summer.
  9. Life is easy and joyful. It is luxurious and relaxing. Life is a fun-filled adventure.
  10. My mind is calm and peaceful.
  11. I am a patient, loving, and present mom and wife.

I Will Live in Joy!

I have felt so emotional watching the extensive coverage of President Bush’s death over the past few days. My emotional response has taken me by surprise, in fact. And it is not so much about the loss of a great man, which he was, but something deeper and more personal. Feelings that lie dormant, deep inside until something, such as President Bush’s passing, hit an emotional nerve.

The fleetingness of life.

Doesn’t every death remind us that life is short, often too short, and if not lived consciously every single day, can slip away before we understand why we are really here to begin with?

Too often I find myself on autopilot, going through the motions of each day but numb to the experience of it all. I often strive to just get through the day, which is really sad when I think about it.

Each day that passes is one day closer to the end, and I am spending that precious time watching the clock, waiting for the stress of my day to day life to subside for an hour or two before closing my eyes and waking up to the same meaningless existence again.

There are things in my life that matter. Most importantly, I am a mother to four beautiful children. I am a wife. I am a daughter. I am a sister. I am a friend. But I am really none of these things if I am not present to experience the gift of each role.

Family, friends, love, kindness, joy.

This is what matters. This is why I was brought forth to live this life on earth. But I am missing it. And too soon it will be over. It will be too late to seize the utter beauty of my existence and the incomprehensible magnificence that is life.

“Life is not about tomorrow. It is about right now. You are not on a quest to move forward. You are here to experience outrageous joy.”– The Teachings of Abraham

So today, I am declaring to myself and the world, that I will live in joy.

I WILL LIVE IN JOY!

I will choose joy when I am stressed out. I will choose joy when I am frustrated or my patience has worn thin. I will choose joy when I would normally choose anger.

I will look for the positive. I will appreciate. I will exude unconditional love.  And on days when I struggle to find the joy, I will read, and reread my words from this moment in time. I will channel the raw emotion I am feeling in this very moment. And I will live in joy.