Tag: joyous creation

12/10/20

Today was sort of a blah day. It’s funny how some days I am so good at remaining positive and feeling optimistic about the day and other days are a struggle. I guess it’s just human nature and that’s why so many of us are not reaching our full potential when trying to manifest and practice the law of attraction. I definitely went through the motions today, but I haven’t had a true sense of inner joy since waking up.

I am grateful to wake up with a roof over my head. I am grateful for my health and the ability to wake up and live a healthy life. I am grateful to have a job to go to every day. I am grateful for my family.

When I woke up this morning I did not want to get out of bed. I did not want to go to work. I wanted to take the day off and just veg out or catch up on the mountains of laundry that have been haunting me for weeks. I usually fold laundry on my beautiful mango wood dining room table, which drives me bonkers because it is stunning and the dining room is gorgeous, but it is always covered in clothes.

I am grateful to have nice things in my house. I am grateful that my children have clothes to wear. I am grateful that I have a working washer and dryer. I am grateful for my children.

You see, I have four young children and work a full-time job, so managing the laundry of the house seems like an insurmountable task. Every morning I have to dig through piles of clean clothes to find matching socks for my kids or an outfit that is weather appropriate and somewhat coordinates, and it just makes me mad.

I know the solution… Do the damn laundry. But it’s not always that easy. When I get home from a full day of teaching 2nd grade, I have my own children to care for. Dinner must be made (multiple meals to please everyone), dishes are piled up in the sink, baths, finding clean pjs, bedtime snuggles…. Have I mentioned that I am pregnant with my fifth child and exhausted by 8:00?

I am grateful that we have food to eat. I am grateful that my job allows me to be home for dinner. I am grateful that we have running water and soap to clean our bodies with. I am grateful that I am with my children and that they want to spend time with me.

My husband often works late so I am usually flying solo during the most stressful time of the day, and it is a lot. So that’s why something as simple as laundry causes me so much anxiety.

I am grateful that my husband works hard to support our family. I am grateful that my husband has a job.

Yesterday I was so positive and feeling all of the creation vibes, and gosh did it help me conquer my day. My two year old had an epic meltdown over a cupcake toy and I was so calm and peaceful throughout the drama. Normally my blood pressure would have been through the roof. After school my boys wanted to play baseball and instead of declining out of exhaustion I joined in the game. We had a blast and it was such a sweet way to connect and finish the day.

I want that feeling again. I need to switch my perspective. I am going to reread what I have written and reframe my thinking into words of gratitude. I have done this with a green text color above.

My goal tomorrow is to reframe my thinking with gratitude. The simple act of writing and reading my green sentences has raised my vibration.

Here is what I journaled today:

  1. Money is abundant.
  2. Business is booming.
  3. I can be, do, and have anything I want.

Reminders

I am here to joyously create.

Be the most positive and enthusiastic person you know.

Until next time…

✌️ and good vibes

12/9/20

This is what I’m feeling today. I am currently rereading my absolute favorite book, Ask and It is Given:Learning to Manifest Your Desires by Esther and Jerry Hicks, and what I am working on today is to remember that I am here to joyously create. And it is easy if I can remain focused.

I stuck a post-it note on my work computer this morning with my number one focus phrase: Money is abundant. I want to think that all day long. Controlling your thoughts is not easy. It takes work and conscious effort. When I am working on controlling my thoughts and emotions, allowing my mind to wander actually feels like a break, almost like allowing myself to walk when I am out for a run. There are so many distractions all day long, but I am determined to remain as focused as possible on remaining positive and thinking as if I already have what it is that I desire.

Every day I write a list of what I desire that day. I read and reread the list several times throughout the course of the day. Most of the time it remains the same, but occasionally an item or two differ from the day before. Here is my list for today:

  1. Money is abundant.
  2. Wealth is abundant.
  3. We live in our dream house.
  4. We travel to St. John this year.
  5. I work from home and have a very successful business.
  6. I can be, do, or have anything I desire.
My family will always travel first class or private jet to all of the luxury hotels and exotic destinations we visit around the world. We can go anywhere we desire at any moment we desire.

I am going to start journaling today, too. I enjoy writing journal entries from the perspective of having my desires. It is so enjoyable to use my imagination and write what I am doing and feeling when all of my desires exist. I have done this before and found it enormously helpful in channeling joy and aligning my thoughts/emotions to those I will have when I receive what I am asking for from the universe. I will post my journal entry later today.

In the meantime, I will be thinking thoughts of prosperity, practicing gratitude, and reframing any negative emotions I have into positivity.

Money is abundant.

I am here to joyously create.

Be the most positive and enthusiastic person you know.

✌️