I am feeling so deeply grateful this morning.
Itโs Saturday, and Iโve been able to relax and enjoy two cups of coffee and breakfast in a calm, peaceful environment. The kids are playing with friendsโsome here, some at othersโ houses. The house is relatively clean, the laundry is put away, and soccer is on in the background. Itโs overcast and damp from an early morning shower, and everything just feels… slow.
So, Iโm slowing down with it. Letting myself savor this sweet, ordinary moment.
Later today, my son has a baseball tournament. Tomorrow, Iโll be up super early to take my daughter to an out-of-town dance competition. But you know what? Iโm actually looking forward to it. I grew up dancing and traveling to competitionsโespecially in high schoolโand those memories are so precious to me. What a gift it is to see those same kinds of experiences unfolding for her now. I feel lucky to be a part of it.
I invited my parents over for dinner tomorrow night, which may get a little chaotic between the dance competition and my sonโs baseball practiceโฆ but Iโm choosing to focus on the togetherness, not the stress. Who cares if weโre a bit tight on time? Or if my husband or I have to duck out to do a pickup? Honestly, maybe weโll skip practice altogether.
I have a hunch my in-laws will end up coming over, too. And while Iโm all for the more the merrier vibe, I can already feel that familiar pit in my stomach forming. My mom gets weird when my in-laws are around. I donโt know whyโitโs not like thereโs tension or conflicting values. If anything, it seems like insecurity. Like sheโs worried the kids love them more.
Itโs stressful. And I need to remind myselfโitโs not mine to carry. Her feelings are hers. I donโt have to absorb them. I get to choose how I show up, and I choose to show up with love. Why shouldnโt we all just feel happy and blessed to be together?
Back to the good vibesโฆ
This morning, while watching soccer with my family, I got totally swept up in the energy of the game. Both teams were fighting to avoid relegation, and the energy of the crowd was palpableโeven through the television screen. I want to be there. I want to experience that kind of European soccer match, in real time, with my husband and my boys.
I visualized it so clearly:
The crowd roaring. The chill in the air. The smell of beer and food. Belting out โHey Judeโ with thousands of fans. The smiles on my boysโ faces. The sound of my own laughter bubbling up as I soak in the moment.
And I knowโitโs coming.
Thank you, Universe, for the blessings in my life today. Iโm joyful and happy right where I amโฆ and Iโm thrilled and excited for all thatโs on its way.
๐ I am grateful for my car now.
๐ซ I am thrilled to receive my white Escalade.
๐ I am grateful for our beautiful, cozy home now.
๐ซ I am thrilled to move into our dream house on the lake.
๐ I am grateful for family trips to the lake and the beach.
๐ซ I am thrilled to travel to St. John, the BVI, and all over the world.
๐ I am grateful for my teaching career now.
๐ซ I am thrilled to become a full-time writer working from home.
Writing these words and feeling these blessings is powerful. I feel aligned with the Creator. I feel connected to Source. I feel deeply joyful nowโฆ and so ready for whatโs coming.
Enjoy your Saturday.
Cheers to Day 14. ๐๐ซ
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